Sammy Sam

We’re perfectly built for a downward spiral,
we’ll never be right with or without each other,
you’ll always be lost, and i’ll always follow you down, I can’t go without,
I’m trying so hard but I keep going under….

But we’re lying to ourselves again…

Meiko’s cleaning himself.. What else is new? Today was awesome. Sometimes I feel like this blog is a diary, or a place where I can go to exercise my writing, and just freely release thoughts. 

I’ve been considering a lot of things lately. The bigger picture. Thoughts on the world and it’s inhabitants forever cloud my head. Life. I can go ahead and start rambling off about the environment etc.. but I won’t. The bigger picture… 

I think we are just bacteria. Bacteria living on a cell. Reproducing at large rates. The Cell is surrounding it’s nucleus (the Sun) and we are living in this solar system of Cells. 

The question is, what’s the bigger picture. We are parasites to our home cell (Earth). Parasites sucking dry every bit. Striving off of greed and watching the Earth shrink to bits because of it. No one cares. 

Obviously I don’t know exactly what we are living inside, in this thing we call the Universe, but it’s something. 

What humanity fails to realize, is that it doesn’t matter. The Earth only matters to Us. The entire Universe could give a fuck if Earth explodes or dies. There are other cells. And one day our cell will regrow itself. We will disappear and it won’t matter anymore. 

So why? Why do we destroy this? Isn’t it insanely amazing that even though we are bits and specs in a Universe of bits and specs, we are here. I am here writing these thoughts that mean something because I thought them. I am individually here thinking my own personal thoughts that no one else will ever think in any lifetime to come in the specific way I’ve thought them, and felt them, because they are mine. 

That’s the Soul. The Soul in us. The Soul in the Universe. The Soul in all of existence. 

Why can’t we all just listen to our soul’s a little more and eliminate whatever this is that we do everyday. 

Oh, and try to save the Animals.. They don’t deserve this. It’s their cell too. And they are abiding by the rules. We aren’t.

Just thoughts…

Sam…